Comments on Earthbound Chronicles: My brother, my best friend, my protector

i have been avoid this. This post. I know it is a...

2006-11-19T12:43:00.000-08:00

i have been avoid this. This post. I know it is awful, but I have been.

Since the first time I read about your brother, I have mourned with you. That ache, and pain is so akin with how I feel about my losses.

It isn't fair to have life cut so short. It isn't fair to have someone taken from you, whom you depended on and whom is a literal part of who you are.

I have long known that life isn't fair, but the complexity of the emotional ramifications for such losses is beyond the imagination of anyone who hasn't experienced it.

Somedays, the promises of Eternal Families holds my heart together, and I have a solid, confident belief in this. Other times, it only dulls the ache of heartache of loss.

I still instinctivly pick up the phone to call my Sister. Sometimes I literally have to remind myself that she isn't there. I feel extrodinarly grateful that I have her children in my home. What a part of her, i have been able to retain.

I often talk to them in my mind, and I am convinced that Ethan communicates with them as well.

I look forward, to learning more about your Brother. To learning more about what events have cultivated my dear friend.

These Chronicles are priceless.

I love you and all that you are.

I am so glad to know you.

32. I just turned 32. So young. I am sorry. It...

2006-11-13T18:20:00.000-08:00

32. I just turned 32. So young. I am sorry. It is even bringing me to tears.

I also remember that day. Things from the first er...

2006-11-13T13:46:00.000-08:00

I also remember that day. Things from the first errand in the morning to driving into see the family and well into the night.

That's about all I can write right now.

You know, I still remember that day. I don't remem...

2006-11-13T11:46:00.000-08:00

You know, I still remember that day. I don't remember too much about my uncle, but I do know how much of an impact he had in the lives of those around him. And one of the only memories of my cousin is of him riding his tri-cycle around the back yard. But I do remember that day. Its odd how the best of us have such a short time to do what we came to do, but from what I know they both accomplished a great deal.

Thank you for that!!!!! The last words he said to ...

2006-11-12T21:44:00.000-08:00

Thank you for that!!!!! The last words he said to you have been my lifes theme. I know he is always there when I need him. And yet I do the same thing when I know I have seen somthing he would have loved. I linger a littler longer in hope to catch a glimpse of him in a reflection or on the breeze. I am so happy to have found him in you and in Smee. You will never know what you bring to me.
You know how you have a parent you are just closer to, not becuase you love them more or because of anything realy. You just got a bigger chunk of them. I was his, I am so glad to have found both you and Smee, I feel as if I fit somhow. In a place where he would have been you both have come to tell me that I am from somwhere.
Thank you for that. You will truly never know.